As I wished and requested for some years, now I’m transferred and posted in my home state now. In fact in home town, very near to home place only 8 Km distance from home to work place. So, as usual people can think what else you need; now you are back to the place you wish for, the food, water and air you love and near to your dear ones, right? I also thought my life would be joyful if I’m posted to home town, especially with my kid and parents. The joy to live with family is there, but life is chaotic, not only mine, but the lives of my family is also up-side down now. Managing baby along with job is stressful, but I feel even without family obligations I wouldn’t be happy here.
Current place of work is distressing for me. I feel nothing positive here, neither the job profile nor the people. It could be only my issue. Here people are happy and contempt of their work and with each other. I really miss FCI Tuticorin; the office, the people. Even though I had to sacrifice clean good food, air and water there, I was satisfied with the environment. In two months here, the only thing I want now is to get rid off this office and get rid off the people. Life becoming so unbearable at times due to the work environment that even I’m getting irritated with my family. I know there is only one solution for this; I have to adapt with the situation, I have to find harmony with this environment. Wish I succeed with that so that I can be happy with my family.
Now I get to know what actually faced by the women folk of India after a time in their life, the pressure of work and family… Don’t want to award that tension to women only, but the truth is women faces more issues than men in this regard in India, that’s from my experience. And more than that it’s all about where you reach. I may have reached a place where I’m not fitted into. I feel I’m being wasted here… there is no growth here, either personal or professional.
