lazy lazy december

yeah,im very lazy in these days,but i dont know why i called december lazy. for some reasons that is also true,i feel this month also is a little lazy like me. the fact is im doing nothing, wasting my time here,nothing useful around me as im not at all thinking properly and usefully. hope new year will sweep away all my boredom,give me new energy

exam time again......

      every time we were assured that this is the last hurdle,you just cross this with good marks,your life would be settled,at least from our tenth grade,huh? every time we heard that,but what happened? every time after an exam another came,another came and another........ so it just going on now too,at least for  me,i mean most of my classmates are settled,some with job and the others with family. and im still studying to get a job,even after 1000 exams i have not settled yet....... i know,it is depend on how good you on exams,huh? so when come to the present time,it is gonna be my exam time,4 or 5 exams are on the way,ibps cwe,csir,secreteriate assistant,gate,and some more. results may be the same as previous year,but got to try every time,as my mom says at least write the exam(it is just not true,she say like that first,just write the exam,then when it comes scold me for not working well or working at all). so im gonna have some attempts here with hope that i may get in some final lists. God....im dying for a job,plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

busy life

it will be a joke if i say im not posting anything nowadays because im very busy. but that's true,im a little busy in these days even though im a jobless. cleaning home,caring garden and vegetables,many functions to attend,yeah, im pretty much busy even without a proper job. now back from my friend's engagement and tired. but busy life is really thrilling,doing some thing or thinking something each minute is really cool,will be back ........

kartika-another diwali

the idiots

we call each other idiots not because we are intelligent like 'heroes' from"3idiots" or we are actual idiots,that we hope. i said we,huh? and I didn't mention who? so,"the idiots"in this context are 4 friends from my post graduation 'experiment' and of course me also. that means,this is about the 5 idiots,not 3! I'm gonna give their nicknames (that will be better for me,i think),leader first(oh,yeah,she was a kind of leader of us,even though all of us took that position at times) and she is sulu, then somu, kutu, peelu and me(okay,i short myself as duggu). they called me chatur as they thought i speak more of like the 'chatur' from 3 idiots. we became more close as we stayed in the same hostel,but very reluctant to share a room,so we were in 5 different rooms,great friendship,huh? but in 12 people class the same hostel factor held us together,we stood together always,and fought together against all others(even though there were indifference's between us in a lot of matters). i still have the same feeling and attachment towards them,feel like the same group,and hope they also have the same. it has been 1 year that we left,but feeling like very long time. hey,my dearest idiots,i love you and i miss you.......and waiting for the moment to meet all of you together

as usual

nothing happening,i mean as special,everything going on as usual,no change at all. so little boring,everyone want changes as do i,want good changes. following old paths and proceedings are really boring,so hope for good new changes

for a starting

writing something is not new for me,thanks to the educational system,i have been writing for the past 17 years still continuing that. but writing in my own blog is something new for me and very exiting because no one else ever saw my literature skills than my class notes. it is very thrilling as what i am writing is going to be viewed by public,that i hope. i am unaware of the procedures here to follow,so just writing whatever coming out of my mind. anyway it is good to be here