journey to the Altar

busy? me?? never! never like this!!!

I haven't posted anything last month here. Well,I was busy....my sister got married..lots of functions...lots of visits...so spend a lot of time in that way. But if i say the truth I was 'acting' busy than being really busy. You know,all the people whom I met were busy,all were busy,running here and there,saying time is not enough for them etc. Since I don't have a job I'm not busy in that way and I'm not at all interested in household works. But by seeing all these hustle and bustle I decided to act like them and acted like very busy so that so tired and frustrated. But at the end I became tired of the acting and really become frustrated. One thing I understand from all the experience is that people are always busy and they spend a lot of energy for doing even very simple works,..they run always..here and there...at the end some make results...can big or small...but most of them remain with no gain. Humans run all their life. They think they have to be busy to gain anything...they don't think they can achieve anything in a quite manner...they don't think they have to think and plan a little to make something successful...they always hear something and run after that...so at the end spend 10 times more energy to accomplish something...and then again start running for something else. Some of them think being busy make them respectable ones in the society..I don't know...but I felt so. Anyway I don't see the result of their work, With the energy everybody using, we could construct a new world...but where? Everybody is busy, but the productivity is nearly zero...Why is it all think, they have to be busy,they have to be in a hurry to show that they are working? I don't know...but yeah,acting busy is really boring...really really boring,and even in real busy life I don't want that hustle,I don't want to be busy.